Wednesday, June 29, 2011

i know exactly what i want but i have no idea how to get it.
you know u r in love when things don't go ur way...they go better.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

افتى معرفتى و راحتى معرفش
I'd rather not get this stupid urge to share my thoughts and desires.
um so afraid of being lame, that i end up doing nothing.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

It`s right there !...everything i feel and think...right there in books, music and movies....and i wonder how come it`s never in real life !

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

The good news is i did fall in love and i fully realize it...the bad news is i realized it after she got engaged....yeeeep.
"And you felt like you were disappearing every time you crssed that road"
I've learned a lot of things  during & from my military service, but they do sound lame written down....so i'll just put it that way... i learned to understand and appreciate the mysterious ways of AllAH.
It's possible that i wont like you when u're being yourself...but i certainly won't like if you aren't.
I envy women for their ability to cry...i wish i could cry myself clean every night.
The little white flickering light...it's all about the little white flickering light.
We have to be wrong so that the right makes sense...so that the right feels right.
It's stupid to answer a question that wasn't even asked in the first place.
I was born with a sarcastic smile upon my face.
PPL actually buy my serious face and fake deep voice...suckers.
I often feel like dancing....rarely do it.
I'll keep dreaming on then.
The thing is i can't be anything else but me...not as in don't want to...but, as in simply can't.
When i stop being who i am ....i'll find myself.
I don't need to be saved....i need to be embraced.
"um tormented by my thoughts and desires"
With me being my own shrink, no wonder um that fucked up.
I always get shivers on finishing reading the last line of a book.
I thank God everyday that no-one could read my mind....and plead for some one to.
The battle between good and evil within me is just EPIC !
So far, 2 heavy regrets...ans cooking the third...rock 'n' roll !
Just be their for me....Silently !
You fool ! who dare you believe me when i told you um not in love with you !!!
I know ppl who fart under their blankets to keep themselves warm....no, i don't.
I was weird even before weird became the new cool.
I HATE IT when in movies someone throws a large sum of money in the air and ppl try to catch it in mid air...it'd be a lot easier if they let it fall on the ground then simply collect it !....stupid fools.
I'll give anything to whoever answers my questions, quitens my mind and relief my anxiety & angust, A-NY-THING.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Dear God, plz stop sending gorgeous women into my life...cuz you jbow i'll just keep fucking it up, thank you.